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Breaking Us Into Pieces

  You began the process of breaking us into pieces before I understood what was happening. Not all at once. Not in a way I could point to and say, here—this is where it started. It came through small adjustments. A shift in tone. A silence where there used to be an answer. Something withheld that I could feel but could not name. At first, I thought it was time. I thought this is what happens when things settle, when people grow used to one another. I told myself not to expect too much. I adjusted. I learned how to stand in the space you left without asking you to fill it. But something in me kept track. Not in a loud way. Not in accusation. It marked what changed. It noticed how I began to divide myself without realizing it. The part of me that still reached for you. The part that learned to stay quiet. The part that tried to understand what I had done wrong. I did not see it as breaking. I saw it as making things work. You spoke less. You turned away more easily. You left things u...
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Loneliness

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  Loneliness does not arrive loudly. It settles in the room and waits. It sits in the chair across from you and says nothing. It follows you into the kitchen. It stands beside you at the sink while you run water over dishes you do not remember using. The pain of it is physical. Your chest tightens for no clear reason. Your jaw stays clenched long after the conversation that never happened. Sleep becomes thin. You wake as if someone called your name, but no one did.   There is a particular kind of exhaustion that comes from not being seen. It is not the tiredness of work. It is the tiredness of holding yourself together without witness. You begin to narrate your own life in your head because no one else is listening. You rehearse stories you will never tell. You answer questions that were never asked.   Food loses taste. Music sounds distant. Even the air feels different, as if it belongs to other people more than it belongs to you. You start to measure time by silenc...
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After the Machine Learns Our Hands

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What comes next does not arrive with a headline. It shows up quietly, after the novelty wears thin—after the answers become instant, accurate, and strangely hollow. After the machine finishes learning our preferences, our syntax, our longing for speed. After it mirrors us so well that we begin to miss friction. What comes next is a pause we didn’t schedule. People begin to notice how little it costs to generate meaning, and how expensive it is to live one. Language floods the room, but weight becomes scarce. Sentences multiply. Consequence does not. We start asking different questions—not because the machine can’t answer, but because it answers too easily. What comes next is the return of slowness as a form of rebellion. Hands choosing to build something that could have been simulated. Voices choosing to speak without optimization. Errors allowed to stand without correction, because they prove a body was present.                    ...
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For Sale — United States

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By Adena M’lynn  We didn’t lose it in a war. We listed it.   Quietly, at first. A small print notice at the bottom of the page. Terms subject to change.   We sold minutes of attention. Then hours. Then whole days of labor  that never came home  with us. We sold the word citizen and replaced it with consumer because it sounded lighter in the mouth and didn’t require responsibility.   We sold the idea of common good for convenience, then blamed the poor for not affording it.   We sold prisons as solutions, schools as problems, and called suffering a personal failure to keep the balance sheet clean.   We sold safety by the headline. Fear by the cycle. Outrage by the click.   We sold bodies in uniform to contracts we never read, sent them back folded into flags, and called it honor instead of accounting.   We sold children their future in installments— test scores, debt, a climate that won’t wait for them to graduate.   We sold truth to...
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Fabricated Feel

It feels like we are nearing obsolescence. Not abruptly— but by increments we applaud. We artificialed our lives early. Enhanced flavor first. Butter that was no longer butter, yet we consumed it anyway. Convenience taught us to swallow replacements as if they were progress. Then images learned to lie convincingly. Movies made the fabricated feel earned, the impossible familiar. Our appetite adjusted.  It always does, eventually. We wanted more. We demanded less cost and time. We called it efficiency. And we worked hard— to make the imitation indistinguishable from the real.   Measured. Documented. Shared like a trivia game. A fact we receive with a shrug and a joke. I say I shouldn’t stand too close— because laughter keeps panic  from spilling. Artificial intelligence did not arrive suddenly. It has been here, quietly fed. We trained it with our desires, our speed,  and  insistence on endless consumption. We are not being replaced. We are acting willingly....
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